[The way Otto sees it, Holmes has a point. He could have tried to reach out over the network, the way that Marco did. Apologize without drawing attention to the possible identity of the person he drowned. He'd wonder why he didn't, but deep down, he knows why. He was afraid of the confrontation, and didn't have the energy for it. Especially after what went down with Peter all of last month. He doesn't like to acknowledge the monster this place turns him into on occasion.

But that's selfish, and unfair towards those affected by it.]

... I'm sorry. It was irresponsible of me not to try and find you. If there's something you'd want to do to settle the matter, I won't shy away from it.